Are you, as meal replacement users, ready for the consequences?

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Yes, what follows is the happiest moment of my life before I die!

This is the moment I've been longing for—to cease being human without any regrets!

"Spit it out! Are you really crazy? You bastard!"

"Lixi... I've finished eating. Now... have I atoned...?"

"Don't talk nonsense, you idiot!"

boom--

Shiina Riki suddenly grabbed Ningzi's sleeve and roughly pushed her to the ground.

Without hesitation, he pried open Ningzi's pale lips, and as the other's little tongue struggled weakly, Lixi tried to insert his fingers into the other's throat to induce vomiting.

I'm begging you! Just spit it out! You bastard! Don't actually die!

You...you bastard!

Deng picked up the empty medicine bottle from the ground, tears welling up in her eyes. Without hesitation, she took out her phone and dialed for help.

"Please vomit it up! I'm begging you! You'll die!"

Lixi's anxiety could be felt even from several streets away, and the tremor in his voice became even more pronounced.

Damn it, did I say something wrong? It was my fault last time too… Don’t die! You…you…

"Ugh, I don't want to!"

I've proven my love... Lixi! Now it's your turn...

Why are you stopping me?

Do you still think I'm not sincere enough?

Stop testing me... I'll obediently accept my fate.

Toyokawa Ningko gritted her teeth and bit down hard on the finger that Shiina Tatsuki had put into her mouth to help her vomit.

"Ah! No, you idiot, don't bite!"

Lixi sat on Ningzi's lap, and she could clearly see bloodstains mixed with saliva flowing from the corner of Ningzi's mouth.

That was blood seeping from her finger.

Even though she had already been bitten, Lixi still endured the intense pain and continued to help Ningzi induce vomiting.

"Little Light! How long until the ambulance arrives?!"

"almost!"

"Okay, you... go find the landlady downstairs! Ask her to come and help!"

Ningzi lay on the wooden floor with her eyes closed, waiting to die. She could feel the concern others were showing her at that moment…

I am very happy and have no regrets.

Sister, I'm sorry, it seems my life is coming to an end this time...

"What are you doing, you idiot? Spit it out! How could you have eaten a whole bottle!"

Ningzi saw Ningzi with blue eyes, who was also lying on the ground rescuing her.

You want me to live? I don't want to. I'm going to die today.

呕—

Oh no, I feel so nauseous. I forgot that this lousy medicine can induce vomiting if you take too much of it.

no,

I can't throw up... Lixi is still testing me. If I throw up... she won't forgive me.

Her love for me... will disappear...

Toyokawa Ningko forcefully suppressed the urge to vomit. She knew it was only temporary, but she would hold it in for as long as she could.

Every moment she endures, her chances of survival decrease.

I am about to die.

That's great...

Lemon, Lixi, Lamp...

In the last scene in Toyokawa Ningko's mind, Lemon and Riki were constantly saving her, and Tamamo pulled the landlady over, making a phone call with tears in her eyes.

Who is he calling? Xiangzi?

Forget it, it has nothing to do with me anymore.

Seeing so many people worrying about their own death...

I have no regrets.

I passed the test, Lixi.

I have successfully atoneed for my sins.

I want you to…

Love me forever…

Remember me forever…

lifetime…

You'll never forget me...

Chapter 32. Toyokawa Ningko is absolutely normal.

What is the world like after death?

Toyokawa Ningko was unaware of the details; all she knew was that after she lost consciousness and passed out, there was a long and quiet period of silence.

During this time, she couldn't open her eyes, but she recalled her terrible life.

I was unfortunately cared for when I was young, and as I grew older... I forgot, and then it was home treatment.

Children in the Toyokawa family are not allowed to suffer from serious illnesses, especially mental illnesses.

No one ever took her situation seriously... except her mother and sister...

Depression... Mild depression.

This is the diagnosis issued by those high and mighty guys.

Then came nearly a decade of confinement.

And then, I met... a lamp?

I encountered...

Toyokawa Ningko woke up from her dream, her clear amber eyes filled with confusion.

"What a long dream..."

The first cute little thing I saw when I woke up was a messy ball of blue fur, which was lying on my body and undulating rhythmically.

This is her powerful older sister, Toyokawa Shoko.

"The unfamiliar ceiling feels like I've spent many years in a dream."

The self in my dream is rather extreme, and my longing for love is almost pathological... no, that is pathological.

That's terrifying. In the end, she apparently even took sleeping pills and committed suicide.

That's really interesting. What was I in the hospital for again?

Oh, I came from Zisha (purple clay) workshop, then it's alright.

Ningzi yawned widely.

It feels so good, my whole body feels relaxed, like a string that's been taut for so long has finally been released.

"Little sister, I'm hungry, is there anything to eat?"

Ningzi carefully nudged this idiot who thought he was the older sister.

I was born first! So I'm the older sister! You silly little sister.

"Hmm..."

Ningzi admired Xiangzi's trembling eyelashes. This little sister was so cute. She remembered that she used to snore when she was little.

"Ningzi...don't leave...me..."

"What nonsense are you talking about? How could an older sister possibly leave her younger sister?"

Ningzi sat on the hospital bed, gently combing her silly son's fur.

Wow, there are still tear stains on your face. Why are you crying so miserably?

Stupid little fish Xiao Xiang, really a good little fish.

"Hmm..."

Xiangzi seemed to sense that someone was talking badly about her, and her beautiful brows furrowed.

As if waking from a nightmare, Xiangzi opened his eyes in terror:

"rather!"

Xiangzi, who was originally lying down to catch up on sleep by Ningzi's bed, suddenly jumped up and grabbed Ningzi's hand with a worried expression.

"You idiot, how could you do something so dangerous! If you hadn't been to the hospital in time... if you hadn't been to the hospital in time..."

Xiangzi cried, he just cried, he cried without hiding his sadness and worry.

Ningzi rarely saw Xiangzi cry; none of the grievances and difficulties she had encountered since childhood had ever defeated her.

I don't recall Xiangzi crying more than a dozen times, but I actually witnessed it today... or rather, I should say it was unfortunate.

"I'm fine now, Xiangzi. Look, Ningzi is very healthy now."

When I woke up, there was no more noise in my ears.

Talking animals and objects are like a dream, now shattered, and their shadows are nowhere to be seen.

The unease in my heart no longer arises, and extreme thoughts seem unlikely to return.

This was the first time in so many years that Ningzi had experienced spiritual liberation.

"Idiot! Stop talking! You promised me you wouldn't hurt yourself again! How could you go back on your word!"

"Okay, okay, it was my fault. Xiangzi, give me a hug."

Ningzi pressed her index finger against Xiangzi's slightly parted lips. This child has been talking nonstop since he woke up this morning; he must be tired.

She clearly didn't get enough rest yesterday, and now she's busy caring about others. She really doesn't have herself on her mind at all.

"Waaah, Ningzi..."

I almost really lost you.

Toyokawa Shoko stopped talking. She sat on Ningzi's hospital bed, her tearful eyes making her look quite charming.

I really want to take a bite.

Yesterday, while working as a customer service representative, Xiangzi received over a hundred consecutive phone calls from Deng.

God knows how she felt when she found out Ningzi had taken a whole bottle of sleeping pills in an attempt to make purple clay teapots…

It wasn't as simple as the sky falling down; in that instant, she completely lost the ability to think.

It was as if they hadn't even realized what was happening.

Xiangzi stood frozen at his workstation for over a minute without reacting, then rushed to the hospital to find Gao Songdeng as if he had gone mad…

Who knows how many times she prayed for Ningzi and how many times she cursed Ningzi on the way?

In order to get there as quickly as possible, Xiangzi even endured the pain of taking an expensive taxi ride…

This worrying little sister of mine... Didn't I already bring you out to school... How could this still happen...?

Xiangzi felt a surge of irritation whenever he recalled Takamatsu Akira, who was sobbing and trembling outside the emergency room yesterday, and Shiina Tatsuki, whose expression was unclear.

Why are they in contact with Ningzi?