aircannonsinc Chapter 88
Chapter 88
When I got home, it was already two o'clock in the morning.
"I need to go take a warm shower. The
atmosphere became a little quiet, Xu Mengxian was embarrassed and didn't dare to say more, and when she entered the door to change her shoes, she had to go back to the room to get her clothes.
And how could Xu Xian let her go, and immediately grabbed her arm
: "I think it feels like you don't buy it?" The other party was stunned and didn't look back: "Why don't you buy it?"
He smiled lightly and said his thoughts: "I confessed to you, although you agreed, but I always feel that you don't seem to have changed much, and even a little like you are running away?".
Xu Mengxian was willing to turn around after hearing this, and her pretty face became a lot more ruddy at some point, maybe it was just warm from the outside, or it could be the reason for the psychological ups and downs.
She showed a reluctant smile and asked confidently: "I'm not running away, what am I running away?"
Xu Xian guessed and responded: "The next stage of escaping this relationship, no, it is the beginning of escaping love." The
other party was immediately speechless.
seems to have been exposed to the truth in her heart, seeing that her expression was not normal, Xu Xian said that he was also helpless.
I don't know what this girl thinks.
This is a potential obstacle to consciousness, which can also be said to be overwhelmed, which is why there is an avoidance mentality.
Xu Mengxian bit her lip, knowing that after agreeing to confess, her psychology was really different from the past.
"And what do you want me to do..."
From the beginning, she was the one who often asked questions.
Because she needs Xu Xian's guidance, she can do her duty and not fall into the predicament of self-doubt.
Xu Xian chuckled lightly, held his hand and held her: "Don't be in a hurry to take a bath, follow me to the sofa and sit down."
She pursed her lips and nodded, followed Xu Xian to the sofa, and then sat down, waiting for the other party to speak.
didn't dare to look at each other, Xu Mengxian's head was lowered, but she didn't have to look to know that she was in a worried and embarrassed mood at this time.
Xu Xian was also silent, not that he didn't want to speak.
I just want to rub the time.
The other party couldn't figure it out like this, which made Xu Mengxian's heart even more worried, as if she was waiting to be persecuted.
The palms and backs of her hands were wrapped in their hands, and even though it was early in the morning, she didn't feel sleepy.
What is this man going to do?
"Don't be silent..."Xu
Mengxian felt that the atmosphere was weird, and finally couldn't help but open her mouth to break it, but she didn't break free from the other party's handshake.
Xu Xian shook his head in denial, and expressed it in another way: "I'm not silent, I've actually been talking."
She glanced over, "Where did you just talk?"
"Say, listen again." The
scene fell silent again.
The other party held her hand tighter, and even could feel the slight beating of the pulse, and the fingertips slid in the palm of her hand.
It's a little ticklish.
It seems to be really expressing something.
Xu Xian pinched the skin on the back of her hand, closed her eyes to feel the delicate and soft elasticity, and then said
, "Time will make you get used to this, whether it is emotional, physical contact or verbal interaction between us.
"Just like when I kiss you today and you don't make any resistance, that's the beginning of a kind of acceptance of the accompanying habits, if you like it, then you will always get used to it in the future, and you may take the initiative in turn than me.
Xu Mengxian sensed the key, raised her head and immediately retorted: "Even if you get used to it in the future, it is impossible to take the initiative than you." She
doesn't think she's going to take the initiative in this regard.
The other party smiled noncommittally: "Don't talk too much, besides, what if you take the initiative more than me? Isn't this a sign of liking a person? This is very bad for your self-esteem
?" Then he moved up again, wrapped his arm around her, and continued to add: "You have accepted my confession today, shouldn't you agree for the time being to keep me from being sad?"
Xu Mengxian glared and denied:" No, how could I be this kind of person, it's true to say yes, and there is no idea of agreeing to it in order not to make you sad.
She faced it calmly step by step, including paying attention to Xu Xian's dedication to herself, all of which she saw in her eyes and touched her heart, so she didn't have any hypocrisy.
Xu Xian smiled happily: "Yes, so you don't need to escape anything, the beginning of an emotion needs to be run in step by step, and the embarrassment of this process is inevitable, just like you didn't dare to face me just now."
"Heartbeat, blushing, shyness, these are all things we need to go through, and don't look at me as I'm guiding you now, in fact, I'm also nervous and full of apprehension.
"I will also think about how to face you in the future and manage this relationship well, so as not to have conflicts between us, and how to adjust my life in the future." "
He is also an ordinary person, he experienced a playful love in college, and he didn't feel like his heart was racing.
has the same memory as Xu Mengxian for 22 years, except for the confusion when he was a child, he has only more than ten years of life experience, and he doesn't know anything about love at all.
If he was like Wang Wenshuai, who often spent all day drinking, Xu Mengxian, who was synchronized, probably wouldn't be so reserved, and might even have started rolling the sheets.
"Will you too, be uneasy?" Xu
Mengxian questioned his words.
Xu Xian let go of the girl's hand, and instead held her cheek, straightening it up so that it could meet his own eyes.
"Why wouldn't I? Our memories are the same, and our personalities may change in different directions, but there are still similarities, so we will be apprehensive.
Xu Mengxian looked sideways, her thoughts were disordered because of the other party's gaze, her breathing was tight but not obvious, and she lowered her voice and responded: "Liu Tingting, didn't she bring you anxiety..."
In this legend, his current girlfriend's proposition
? He straightened his mind, thought for a moment and answered truthfully: "No, don't you have my memory? The time I spent with her was very ordinary, at most I held hands, and then there were contradictions, where did the anxiety come from?"
But is that an ex-girlfriend? I always feel that there is no real name, and I haven't talked about emotional things, and I have become brothers.
Xu Mengxian saw that he was very panicked, and immediately smiled: "Don't be afraid, I won't be angry with your past, because I am also half of the people who have been in love with Liu Tingting."
Xu Xian breathed a sigh of relief, but still had some caution: "Then why do you still ask me about these feelings in the past?"
The other party's smile became mysterious, and with my eyes that were different from you, he looked at Xu Xian and replied:
"Because although we have the same memory, we feel different, for example, when I think back to the memory of your love now, I don't have any other thoughts except that I think you are scum."
Xu Xian said very strangely: "Where am I scum
?" Xu Mengxian snorted: "You still talk about other people's girls, aren't you just fishing each other?"
Xu Xian felt that it was still unreasonable, and defended himself: "Mainly, she doesn't feel for me either..."
And then he thought of something, and squinted his eyes and became serious: "Actually, I'm curious, what do you like about me?".