aircannonsinc Chapter 147 Tender Heart's Secret Thoughts and Longings in the Dust of the World
Chapter 147 Tender Heart's Secret Thoughts and Longings in the Dust of the World
Chapter 147 Tender Heart's Secret Thoughts and Longings in the Dust of the World
Her clear eyes held a hint of sorrow, her heart concealing deep emotions.
I. Time is approaching, so I'm heading to the provincial capital.
In late spring, the evening breeze gently caresses the flowers and trees along the courtyard walls, and the city is bathed in a soft, tranquil twilight. A panoramic aerial view gently envelops the entire serene courtyard of the medical clinic.
Su Wanjing slowly stood under the flowering tree in the courtyard, her brows furrowed slightly, and spoke softly.
"In the blink of an eye, the day to go to the provincial capital for the conference is fast approaching."
Chen Shanhe walked slowly across the bluestone path, his expression gentle and peaceful, his gaze soft as he looked at her.
"In a few days, I will set off on a long journey to attend that grand medical conference."
Su Wanjing gently gripped the hem of her dress, a faint sorrow spreading between her brows.
"I have been thinking about this matter carefully lately, but I can't find peace of mind."
A gentle breeze rustled through the flowers in the surrounding courtyards, creating a tranquil and peaceful scene.
Only in the heart of a young girl, there lingered a myriad of concerns that she could not shake off.
She has always been gentle and mild-mannered, with a delicate and sensitive nature, and is naturally thoughtful and considerate.
He has never been involved in the intricate disputes within the medical field and is unaware of the scheming and ruthlessness that lie within fame and fortune.
What I see every day are gentle and kind doctors who are dedicated to saving lives and doing good deeds.
It's hard to imagine that within the vast medical community of the provincial capital, there are unpredictable people and hidden conflicts everywhere.
The senior and renowned doctors held high positions, possessed profound experience, and had intricate and complex minds.
Having long mingled in the upper echelons of the medical community, they are all adept at using words to exert control and secretly scheming.
On the surface, everyone speaks politely and acts with dignity, but inwardly they each harbor their own selfish motives and engage in fierce competition.
Such turbulent and treacherous situations are far more difficult to understand than ordinary worldly disputes.
Su Wanjing lowered her eyes slightly, a faint sense of loneliness covering her beautiful face.
Whenever I think about the incident at the meeting, I can't help but feel uneasy.
Poems as proof:
Time quietly slips away into the dusty world.
A faint scar lingers between the brows of a frail woman.
Knowing the provincial capital was facing treacherous winds and waves,
A heart full of worries was hidden in secret.
Second, I am deeply concerned that people are plotting against me.
Su Wanjing slowly raised her eyes, her gaze clear yet tinged with genuine fear.
"Those well-known doctors in the provincial capital already harbored resentment towards you."
Chen Shanhe's lips relaxed slightly, his expression calm and composed, showing no sign of panic.
"I have always practiced medicine peacefully and lived a life of peace, but others have always been wary of me."
Su Wanjing's shoulders slumped slightly, her voice soft and gentle, full of worry.
"Relying on their seniority and high status, they will definitely try to exclude others."
"Taking advantage of the gathering of everyone, they joined forces to deliberately make things difficult for each other."
She usually observes the whole story of all the rumors and turmoil in the city with a cold eye.
He clearly understood the jealousy that his peers had accumulated over the years.
Born into a rural family, without a prominent family background to rely on.
Having suddenly risen to possess unparalleled medical skills, he would naturally face suppression from many of his predecessors.
Most people in the world are unable to calmly witness the brilliance of the younger generation.
The more talented and insightful one becomes, the more easily one gets caught up in the complexities of worldly affairs.
Su Wanjing is pure and kind-hearted, and has never understood the struggles and intrigues of human relationships.
I have never liked any kind of verbal debate, open or covert competition, or deceit and treachery.
The more they learned about the traps within the meeting, the stronger their worries became.
I only fear that honest and upright people will suffer the coldness and injustice of the world for no reason.
Poems as proof:
Everyone secretly harbored scheming intentions.
The older generation harbored deep jealousy.
Grand gatherings are inherently places of great influence.
I fear my beloved will suffer from coldness.
III. Tender whispers express the sorrow of parting
Su Wanjing took a slow half-step forward, her gaze fixed quietly on the person in front of her.
"Your disciples are all pure of heart, but their experience is still too shallow."
Even if one knows how to guard against outward sharpness, one will ultimately not be able to see through the deep-seated scheming.
Chen Shanhe's expression was gentle and calm, and he spoke softly and slowly to comfort her.
"The journey through life is a process of self-cultivation and trials; everyone needs to gradually experience the world."
Su Wanjing's eyelashes trembled slightly, and a restrained emotion quietly lingered between her brows and eyes.
"I know you have a broad mind and a grand vision, and you have never been afraid of the world's troubles."
"But the complexities of human nature are never as great as physical ailments, which can be treated with medicine."
"A treacherous mind harbors countless secrets and is often the most likely to harm people invisibly."
She kept all her worries and concerns to herself, afraid to speak them aloud.
A woman's subtle and gentle feelings are usually restrained and reserved, and she rarely reveals them easily.
She could only confide her sorrows little by little through casual conversation.
We cannot freely express our affection; we can only silently remember and watch over each other as friends.
She lacked Murong Fangxiang's smooth, insightful, and worldly wisdom.
They also failed to calmly manage their network and overall situation to help resolve all obstacles in their path.
He is quiet and reserved by nature, and not good at socializing or dealing with worldly disputes.
Despite being filled with countless worries, I had no ability to help in the slightest.
Poems as proof:
Soft words gently express my worries.
A tender feeling sank silently to the bottom.
Unable to extricate myself from worldly affairs,
Only longing remains, accompanying me from dawn till dusk.
IV. Concealing Pure Thoughts and Guarding the Passing Years
Chen Shanhe gazed quietly at the beauty before him, instantly understanding the deep, lingering concern hidden in her eyes. Her brows were soft, and her expression grew even gentler.
"There's no need to worry about me too much; I've already seen through the whole medical drama."
Su Wanjing nodded slightly, her slender shoulders drooping slightly, her eyes clear and cold as water, a deep sense of helplessness spreading through her heart. She was born with a gentle heart and could never bear to see honest and upright people suffer the hardships of the world.
"I understand that you have your own calm and strategic thinking, and are able to handle all challenges with ease."
"However, being in a chaotic and glamorous place, where people's hearts are treacherous and unpredictable, one is bound to suffer many grievances."
Chen Shanhe slowly raised his hand and gently brushed away the petals that had fallen in the wind in front of the courtyard. His demeanor was calm and serene, untouched by the worldly restlessness.
"The ups and downs of practicing medicine are the norm; honor and disgrace are inevitable trials. All the right and wrong, the cold indifference of the world, are all part of the cultivation in the process of growth."
Su Wan stood quietly in the cool evening breeze, a faint sorrow lingering between her brows, silently suppressing and burying all her chaotic thoughts deep within her heart.
She lacked exceptional interpersonal skills and was unfamiliar with the cutthroat world of officialdom and medicine, and had nowhere to confide her many worries.
All she could do was stay quietly at the clinic and wait patiently, hoping day after day that his journey would be safe and that he would return home safely soon.
All the unspoken, tender feelings between lovers are gently hidden between their eyes and brows.
I never deliberately express my feelings, I don't compete for fleeting pleasures, I don't care about the ups and downs of life, I simply hold onto a pure original intention and a lasting affection.
From now on, on this long journey to the provincial capital, he will have to bear all the open and covert struggles, verbal battles, and scheming along the way by himself.
He then dutifully guarded this quiet and peaceful courtyard, leisurely watching the flowers bloom and fade, and quietly waiting for his return.
A young girl's delicate and tender emotions are simple and elegant, without any ulterior motives; they are the most sincere and pure feelings in the world.
Without fanfare or fervor, without deliberate entanglement, silently cherishing each other year after year, gently and quietly keeping each other company year after year.
The evening breeze gently caressed the flowers and trees in the garden, slowly silencing all the noise and hustle and bustle in the courtyard. The entire suburbs were shrouded in a tranquil and serene twilight, and the night slowly permeated the streets and alleys.
A pure and gentle affection subtly blends into the long, bustling years of medical practice. Though the world may bring its own storms, this understated tenderness remains as clear as ever, unchanged over time.
Poems as proof:
A tranquil mind, serene and composed,
Their tender feelings remain unspoken, yet they are bound together.
Having weathered many storms, I am still unharmed.
Waiting patiently for the spring breeze to bring back old friends.