aircannonsinc Chapter 176
Chapter 176
"At that time, I felt that my world was about to collapse."
Chihu's eyes revealed deep pain and despair, and his voice trembled slightly, "I love her so much, care about her so much, she has always been the center of my life, the driving force of my struggle and the destination of my soul. I regard her as the most important person in my life, and give her all my love and care, just to make her happy. But when I heard that she was drinking with another man, at that moment, my world seemed to fall into the abyss of darkness in an instant."
Chihu clenched his hands tightly, and his knuckles turned white because of the force:
"My heart hurts like being cut by a knife, and the pain cannot be described in words. It was as if there were thousands of sharp blades piercing my heart again and again, making me feel so painful that I wanted to die. I was in the car, completely out of control, arguing with her while driving. The car was speeding on the road, but my heart was filled with anger and sadness. Every word was like an arrow, shooting out of my mouth, piercing her on the other end of the phone, and also piercing myself. My reason was overwhelmed by emotions, and I was so excited that I almost couldn't hold the steering wheel. Several times the car almost deviated from the road. "
"The result of the quarrel was that she told me not to care about her, and said something else, since I didn't trust her so much, I might as well break up with her. "
Chihu's face showed a painful expression, as if he had returned to that heartbreaking moment.
"I was also very angry at that time, and all my rationality was swallowed up by anger. I shouted at her regardless of anything, let's break up, I can live without her. As soon as I said those words, I regretted it, but at that time, pride and anger made me unable to take them back. After that, we didn't contact each other again. Today I rushed back from Qingzhou, and the first thing I wanted to do was to meet her and make things clear."
Chihu took a deep breath and continued:
"Bend your head, bend your waist, even if you ask me to kneel on the washboard, I will accept it. I know that I was wrong this time. I shouldn't have distrusted her and lost my temper with her. I was looking forward to it. I met her, apologized to her, and asked for her forgiveness. But on the way back, this happened. You know my family status at home. Although I appear weak on the surface, I have always been the head of the family. I have never been wronged like this after dating her for so long. When she was angry before, she would just be a little bit petty and punish me by not letting me sleep in the room for a week, or ignoring me for a week. "
Chihu's fist hit the seat heavily:
"But this time she took advantage of my mission outside and asked for leave to drink with her senior brother outside. Uncle can tolerate it, but aunt can't. . Besides, Air, please judge for me, in our position, where is freedom? Everything we do is for the country and the people. Without the safety of everyone, how can there be happiness in the small family. "
"She is a people's policeman, but she doesn't even have this awareness. It seems that all my teachings to her in the past two years have been in vain. The more I think about it, the angrier I get. I am angry at her ignorance, her lack of understanding, and her willfulness. Later, I simply stopped thinking about it. She can do whatever she wants. So after I returned to Bonan, I didn't go to find her and focused on investigating the case. "
Chihu held his head with both hands and said angrily: "To be honest, I know my girlfriend's personality better. Although she loves to get angry, she loves me enough. I found that I may have loved her too much in the past. I spoiled her and let her do whatever she wanted. Because I spoiled her too much, she is becoming more and more spoiled now. I originally wanted to use this incident to kill her spoiled spirit. I wanted to see how long she could last if I didn't contact her. But as time went by, my heart became more and more confused. I began to doubt my decision and began to fear that I would really lose her. "
After hearing this, Zhang Xing roughly understood that the source of the quarrel between Chihu and his girlfriend was that he sent Chihu to Qingzhou to carry out the investigation mission. However, Chihu was quite forbearing. He didn't show such a big thing with his girlfriend, and he was still in the mood to quarrel with Yeying.
Zhang Xing thought for a moment and said to Chihu:
"After you and your girlfriend had a conflict, you wanted to make her anxious and repent by not contacting her, but you didn't expect that she hasn't contacted you until now, so you finally couldn't help it and wanted to call her, but you couldn't get through. Later, you checked the surveillance video you set up at home and found that she was not at home late at night, so you became even more anxious, right?"
Chihu nodded helplessly, his face full ofSadness: "Alas, yes, that's it. There's no way. My biggest shortcoming is that I'm too soft-hearted. Kindness is my biggest enemy in this life. I always can't bear to really go cold war with her. Every time I see her being wronged or angry, I feel distressed. But this time, I was really angry and sad, so I wanted to teach her a lesson. I just didn't expect things to develop to this point. Now I really don't know what to do."
Looking at Chihu's helpless face, but deliberately flaunting his words, Zhang Xing couldn't help but roll his eyes at him:
"But these situations can only mean that she hasn't calmed down, and can't explain other problems. How can you say that something more serious than stealing the house happened?"
Chihu's face was bleak, and his eyes revealed deep worry and fear: "She was drinking with her senior brother from the police academy during the day. Now it's past one in the morning and she hasn't returned home yet, and she doesn't answer her phone. What does this mean? This means that she may have had an affair with her senior brother from the police academy..."
Speaking of this Chihu's eyes tightened, and his eye circles instantly turned red. He couldn't hold back for a moment. Like a wounded child, tears rolled in his eyes, and his voice trembled violently:
"Although I haven't seen her senior brother from the police academy in person, I have seen his photos. Although he is a little worse than me, he is handsome and suave. That guy has sharp eyebrows and starry eyes, a straight nose, and clear facial contours. The whole person exudes an irresistible charm.
The most important thing is that her damn senior brother pursued my girlfriend when he was in the police academy. He was so devoted to her and pursued her relentlessly. Although my girlfriend didn't agree to his pursuit, she often mentioned him, saying that her senior brother had a good personality, was smart, and had superb cooking skills. Every time I heard her praise that senior brother, I felt like I was scratched by a cat, and I felt particularly uncomfortable. It felt like my position in her heart would be replaced by that senior brother at any time."
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