From a son-in-law to a favorite of the empress

Chapter 1186

Since I met Xiaoying, she seemed strange. Her happiness and cuteness always seemed to be covered by an inexplicable shadow, which made her look unnatural, deliberate and artificial.

Only during the short time she spent with Zhou Yuan did she feel a little bit of sincerity and joy.

Finally, she told the reason - she dared not forget, Wugu Village would never forget.

"On the trip to the Western Regions, I hope to solve these things forever."

Zhou Yuan held Xiaoying's hand and whispered: "Then you will be truly happy."

Xiaoying was moved and couldn't help hugging Zhou Yuan, saying: "Brother, Xiaoying always regards you as the light of life, but those blood and hatred have been buried in my heart for too long and have long been rooted in my soul. Only by truly avenging the blood feud can I be free."

"I hope you don't blame me... Xiaoying didn't mean to do this."

Zhou Yuan said: "How can I not understand you? Everyone carries their own destiny. The destiny of you and Daichan is so heavy."

"After the Divine Craftsmanship Competition, we will set off together."

"Yes!"

Xiaoying nodded heavily and said: "I will bring my Gu King."

Zhou Yuan gave Xiaoying enough time to prepare. He found Qu Ling and explained the reason.

"I might leave early. The affairs in the Western Regions are too complicated. I'm worried that the Internal Court and Guan Lu can't handle it well. In addition, Xiaoying's hatred is involved. I dare not take it lightly."

His reason is so appropriate.

Qu Ling smiled lightly and said, "It's up to you. You are a prince and a master. No one dares to say anything to you. You can decide whatever you want."

Zhou Yuan said, "Why do I feel that you have a grudge in you?"

Qu Ling shook his head and said, "It's not grudge, I found that you are sick."

"What?"

Zhou Yuan was surprised and said, "I am sick? How can I say this?"

Qu Ling took a deep look at Zhou Yuan and said slowly, "The same disease as the emperor at the beginning has become more serious. Zhou Yuan, you should go to the palace and find the emperor and let her cure you."

Zhou Yuan laughed and said, "Haha! How can I be sick! I have never had any desire for power!"

"Even if I go to find the emperor, I can't get any answers."

Qu Ling Tilting his head, he said, "Zhou Yuan, do you respect me? Do you treat me as your wife or as an outsider?"

Zhou Yuan said, "Don't joke, you are of course my beloved wife, we have always gotten along well, how can you say that."

Qu Ling said, "In that case, go to the palace and ask. I have talked about this topic with His Majesty. Now she is healed, but you are sick."

Zhou Yuan frowned and said, "Is it really that serious?"

Qu Ling raised his eyebrows and said, "It is so serious, do you listen?"

Zhou Yuan said, "Okay, I will go tomorrow."

Qu Ling chuckled, touched Zhou Yuan's face, and whispered, "Don't think I am joking with you, you, patient."

Damn, where am I sick, Qu girl is getting more and more ignorant.

Zhou Yuan complained in his heart without any confidence.

In fact, he also felt that there was something wrong with him, and he was always restless recently.

Therefore, he did not think that Qu Ling and the others were aimless. He even couldn't sleep late at night, thinking about this matter.

So on the morning of the next day, he hurried into the Ziwei Palace.

He saw Master Xiaozhuang, so he couldn't help asking: "Master Xiaozhuang, they all said that I was sick recently. Do you think this is possible?"

Xiaozhuang glanced at him and said: "Oh... It seems that you have discovered something yourself, so I don't need to say anything more."

Zhou Yuan was shocked and said: "Am I really sick?"

Xiaozhuang said: "Very sick."

Fuck, it makes me nervous.

Zhou Yuan frowned and came to the Ziwei Palace with doubts and met the senior sister.

Guan Miaoshan was reviewing memorials. Seeing Zhou Yuan coming, she was a little surprised and asked in confusion: "Are you not full? Or do you think I am not full?"

Zhou Yuan glared at her unhappily and said: "Is it okay to miss you? You make it sound like you are not attractive."

Guan Miaoshan straightened her chest, showing her huge size, and then said loudly: "Of course I am attractive, but I think you are very busy and may not be able to take care of it for the time being. I guessed it right."

"But seeing that you came to see me in the morning, it must be something important. Tell me."

Zhou Yuan looked around and made sure that there was no one, then he lowered his voice and said: "Qu Ling said I was sick and asked me to come to you. I asked Xiaozhuang just now, and she said the same thing."

"Am I really sick? Did I make a mistake that I didn't even realize?"

"To be honest, I am a proud person, but I don't mind facing my own flaws and shortcomings, so I want to hear your opinion."

Guan Miaoshan's face became seriousstood up, put down the brush, and said solemnly: "Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"

Zhou Yuan said: "Of course it's the truth. Am I so afraid to face reality?"

Guan Miaoshan said: "Yes, you are indeed sick, and you are very sick."

Zhou Yuan was stunned on the spot.

Guan Miaoshan sighed, couldn't help but hug Zhou Yuan, and said: "Don't blame you, really don't blame you, it's our fault that you got sick."

Zhou Yuan pushed her away directly, spread his hands and said: "Damn, don't be so weird, okay? I'm obviously doing well, how can I be sick? At most, you can tell me the reason, and I will change it. I'm not the kind of person who can't accept correct opinions."

Guan Miaoshan was not angry, just looked at him and said softly: "You were a miracle doctor at the beginning, and you cured my disease. Do you still remember what disease I have?"

Zhou Yuan said: "Imperial power disease, power desire."

Guan Miaoshan said: "Your disease is similar to mine. I pursue imperial power, and you pursue personality."

"Ah?"

Zhou Yuan was stunned.

Guan Miaoshan said softly: "No need to deny it, you are pursuing the perfection of personality."

"You hope that you are just, you hope that you are responsible, you hope that you are broad-minded and have a broad mind."

"You hope that you can do countless things, about war, about internal affairs, about the rise and revival of this land."

"Even in terms of emotions, you hope that you can be fair, you hope to be good to everyone and make everyone happy."

"Junior brother, you are really too tired. Only saints can do those things, and you always ask yourself this way."

"You always talk to others about reason, how to be a person, how to do things, but you don't understand that you can only represent yourself."

"You always reflect on yourself, as the saying goes, I reflect on myself three times a day, But have you ever thought that people are not so perfect, and not everyone should like and respect them. "

"There is nothing wrong with this, but over time, it has become your shackles."

Zhou Yuan wondered: "Isn't it a good thing to have some requirements for yourself and stop being arrogant?"

Guan Miaoshan said: "But you are too arrogant. You always think of yourself as the greatest person in the world. You can't tolerate any flaws, even in your feelings."

"Have you really not noticed that you are becoming less and less free and easy?"

"You always think that everything in the Jin Dynasty should be done by you, and you always want to do everything well, but...but if you do everything well, are you Zhou Yuan, or a saint?"

Zhou Yuan lowered his head and fell into deep thought.

Am I really sick?

Do I really like to preach to others and teach others how to be a man?

Is this the problem of everyone being a teacher after success?

Zhou Yuan didn't understand, he needed a deeper answer.